Joanna

Babes

2009-07-04T04:16:00.000-07:00

Updated wrong blog lor.. New blog is killme-tomorrow.blogspot.com

Saturday

2009-07-04T04:11:00.000-07:00

Friday was a busy day. After school, went to help mum out and headed for dinner. After that, rushed to Chijmes to meet my babies! Tiara was 'high'. Haha.. So red.. Glad we had time for this meet up coz it was so coincidental that she was going to the same party. Glad to squeeze some time to see her coz she's really busy. Urgh!! Anws, Left after awhile to meet Kent, then the day started to turn bad. Not bad BAD.. Just sickening la.. Halfway thru our "Movie", he left for Zouk and I went home. I really don't know what's up with the "SG is so boring. Other than clubbing, what can you do?" OR "I don't feel like going back so early".. If that was the case, half of SG will be there.

The way you make me feel..

Lol!

2009-06-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

Blog's under-going some stupid construction coz I think I did sth wrong. Hmm.. So happy XKA is gonna help me! =p Nothing much happened these few days. Been using all my brain cells in understanding the basic structure of POA. So sorry for K. Though I do go over and all, I've been slping lots. Haha. Opposite timing. ZZZ. When he's awake, I'm slping. When he's slping, I'm wide awake. Shall try my best to spend more time with him.
Watched a movie with him at home the day before. It's called 'Driven to kill'. Starring Steven Seagal. He is pretty old already but the movie was nice. Abit similar to 'Taken'. Exciting week!! I've received my blog clothes and a letter from Dre! Fantastico. Lots of stress, lots of fun and love. =) Hope all will continue to be well.
I have made a promise to myself to study this Sunday. Need to really understand the format for Cash Flow and P&L and GAAP..! ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ~ Super ZZZ. Sat with gfs and probably clubbing with K. UNWIND!~

Tuesday&Wednesday

2009-06-03T09:11:00.000-07:00

Wednesday <3 met up with my gfs for a nice and 'very hot' dinner at Chomp Chomp. We went all the way to Serangoon and Phua is the happiest! So convenient for her. Phua, next session, you're coming down to Bedok 85. =) Haha.. Have supper. Shall arrange with the other two eastsiders. Coz we are the students and definitely have more free time.
Anyways, Daddy walked over from my grandma's hse for abit as he was going back first. Bet it's also coz he hasn't seen me in ages. Crashed at my grandma's for abit after that with our Frolicks! Yummy and satisfying. Bused home with Brenda and Tiara halfway and we stopped at Paya Lebar to take a cab. Everyone's happy coz it's faster and also cheap. We went all the way to Serangoon and Phua is the happiest! So convenient for her. Phua, next session, you're coming down to Bedok 85. =) Haha.. Have supper. Shall arrange with the other two eastsiders. Coz we are the students and definitely have more free time.

Wednesday.. Honestly, I didn't know it was Wednesday. Met KC after school and went to Novena Church as BB wanted to buy a crucifix and a necklace. After that, headed to Toa Payoh. And.. sold my E63. Don't need it anymore anyways and it's boring. Still love my I-phone. The price for E63 has definitely depreciated alot!! First hand is selling at $375 only. Of coz I didn't get a good rate. But had to sell to pay my bills. After selling the phone with KC, went to meet KT and Fern. Had dinner, chit-chatted till almost 10pm and we trained back.. They went to play computer games and I went home coz I've got school tmr. 9am-6pm!! Hopefully they will enjoy their night at Butter. May KC not be drunk and taken advantage of by GIRLS again~. Hahahahahahaha! <3

Mondays not blue today

2009-06-01T11:50:00.000-07:00

Stayed home with K today. Woke up pretty late. Both of us went to have supper at Founders Bak Kut Teh.. One day must bring girlfriends to try! Had a fun time walking home. Silly baby put his hands on my shoulders and "kok" my big head with his. Laugh and laugh somemore. Lol. Joking that he has 11B but if I have internal bleeding, I must pay. =) Chit-chatted and laughed as we walked home with contented tummies. Am meeting girlfriends tomorrow for Chomp Chomp!! So excited and hungry at that thought!! Long time for all 4 to be together. =p Guess I'm gonna stay awake till then, coz I've got school the next day. Shall sleep when I get home tomorrow.

Congrats to T for passing her exam. Acing it even. <3

HAPPY DAY

2009-05-31T09:02:00.000-07:00

MR LOVABLE BOUGHT THE TICKETS TO SEE LIVERPOOL ON 26TH JULY 2009! Told him I didn't want to go coz it's pretty ex and I'm broke but he bought 2 tickets for us! SO HAPPY! LOVE YA HONEY! <3

Weekends Again.

2009-05-31T04:29:00.000-07:00

Went to watch Terminator Salvation on Friday with Fern and Tee. The show was AWESOME! Had Botak Jones before the movie. FANTASTIC! After that, we went for dota and breakfast. Haha. Had a few good laughs and we went home around 7am. I followed baby to TTSH and Polyclinic to change his dressing. TTSH said they can't do the dressing so had to go to TP Polyclinic! Ended up going home at about 10+am... Thats so retarded. I mean, it's just dressing.. Why can't they do it? Since he is already there. Freaking stupid service. Nurse said "Coz you come here, they will give you referral to Polyclinic, so might as well go there." My question is... "this is a hospital.. isn't it where they help do stuff like this?" Nurse said "Coz Poly costs around $15 and here is $85." BASICALLY... to me, nurse is saving money? I mean, WTH. And I especially dislike a doctor in A&E. So irritating and mean.

Saturday was spent having supper with Kent at the KOPITIAM near CHEC. Went to meet Ravin and Darius AFTER eating coz they just wanted to stay and wait for computers rather than accompany me to eat. =p As USUAL.. They played L4D man.. Pretty bored of that game already. They till can play every week. Hahahaha! Boys will be boys la.

Passed 2 of my exams last week. So happy! Having 1 and a half week of holidays. SHIOK. Timing changing again~ Went to library with baby last Monday and I got 3 Nicholas Sparks books. Read "The Choice" and am reading "Nights In Rodanthe" now.. The Choice is super touching. Proves a man's undying love for his wife and him having to make the decision on whether to let her live or die. Glad I've read that story. I bet it was or will be a movie. =) <3

Weekends!

2009-05-24T13:54:00.000-07:00

Weekends are hereeeeee! Went out for a pre-bday dinner for Fern at MOF. Her mum and dad were there, Tee, Kent and I and also 2 of her classmates from KC. Had fun talking about school and laughing about silly stuff. After that, headed to catch Night At The Museum. It's hilarious and really enjoyable. Headed home after the movies and got a good night's sleep.

Woke up at 4pm on Saturday.. Damn shiok!! Coz the past few weeks had been tiring with school especially. Met Tiara first at town. Sat down for our usual coffee and chit-chat session at TCC before heading to CoffeeBean for dinner. After Tiara left, met Tee, Fern and Shawn. Haha.. Kent dragged Shawn to town.. We played LAN game at Cyberdome and headed to ButterFactory for the real party. Everyone was high and happy. So all's good. Really happy that we got seats and were at the "Main Arena" rather than R&B. Lol. Shall post up the pictures and let them do the talking. <3

Thursday

2009-05-21T07:24:00.001-07:00

Had no school today. Past two days had exams and I'm glad I passed. Haha. Esp the module that we had to learn the formulas. Watched Angels & Demons with love on Tues and met u with Josh and Tee after that. It was a nice show and it's really fascinating how the author can get these theories and link them together.

On Wednesday after school, watched The Uninvited with Freesia, Jayne and Bel. I'd only rate it 7/10 coz the ending was quite wrong. Lol.. First time watching a horror movie that I laughed instead of covering my face, coz F was so funny!! Had a ball with them.

Went to Bel's place today and it's near Kent's. Went over to play mahjong with Jayne, Freesia and Lynn. Quite fun and we played wii as well. Shall do this more often. Won't be seeing them for about a week but hopefully there's meet ups. Hope we'll plan for Mahjong, Picnic or Minds cafe soon.... Toodles....

Wednesday

2009-05-19T10:28:00.000-07:00

Two days, 3 exams.. Pretty difficult especially with all the formulas for optimising sales. Thank God its over and we can forget about those. Supposed to meet baby today but something happened. Hopefully I'll see him tomorrow. Gonna sleep now and study on e train tmr. Soooooooooooooo TIRED la!

Thursday

2009-05-14T02:15:00.000-07:00

This week totally no time to blog! Haha.. Went for XW's court just now. Glad to see him even though it's for a short period. He seems pretty happy with the sentence, so I'm glad for him. Though we are not really close like last time, the bond will always be there. Anws, am going to Genting tomorrow. Need a good break to unwind and also to get out of this stupid humidity. Am gonna leave in e morning man. 6.30am must reach mum's office. No seats for night time. Hope I'll have many moneyyyy and of coz, am pretty excited to hit the shopping mall and the casino... Am going to miss baby so muchhhhhh. Buey tahan. So we're gonna spend time together-gether as much as possible. Fortunately don't have school these few days so got to do just that. Love ya Bee.. See ya when I get back.. Love you all. Girls, slack next week okie? Let me knowwwwwww~ Bb.

Thursday

2009-05-07T04:32:00.000-07:00

Super Bad day today man.. I'm damn irritated!! First, I don't know if I've done something wrong or sth. Why aren't people following up?! It's some sort of etiquette man. It's BASIC courtesy! My gosh. 2nd, I just wasted 2 hrs of my time in the afternoon. And it was freaking hot la! And 3rdly, I have to rush thru my Final Assessment. i'M SO FED UP and STRESSED. Everyone's freaking missing in my life la. ($&$^#^#&@!@#%.

PS. Why do people only care for themselves and only think in a freaking one-sided way? SQUARE-HEADED la!

Monday

2009-05-04T08:50:00.000-07:00

Stayed home most of today at B's place. Had to run a lot of errannds under the hot sun. TSK!! This is what I mean going thru the ups and downs. =p Got everything done and watched Ramen Girl. Not as good as expected. It's so "sure gonna happen" kinda show. Had to settle some stuff with B and his bro's army personnel so had to pause the show quite a number of times and thankfully thats when dinner came as well. Aunt bought mixed rice for both of us. =) Ate and then as Baby left for YL, I went to Jess's bf's place to be sent home. Haha.. Called Tiara and chat for quite awhile on the ride home. Had fun. I'm so tired. I'm gonna KO after I bathe. Can't be fcuked for homework. It's makes me sleepier(if that's even a word).

Gd night world!

* Always rmb.. If you think you're going thru shit, there's others who are going thru MORE SHIT then YOU.
* The cross you bear may be only the smallest cross. (The cross = the problems ya know?)

Friday.Saturday.Sunday.

2009-05-03T08:37:00.000-07:00

FRI <3 Went to Zirca to celebrate Darius's bday. Boring la... The crowd at Rebel sucks. And I guess the main idea for the club is Pole Dancing. I enjoyed Trance more but we didn't spend much time inside. Had a few laughs with Khor, Darius and the rest. Esp when they bought food. Haha. Hilarious.

SAT <3 Got home during lunch coz Baby had to go to camp for duty, and decided to SQEEZE Tiara in for Starbucks at Siglap coz we were both bored at home. Dad sent both of us there. Just chilled bout an hour plus and left as both of us had dinner plans. I went to Jumbo to eat as daddy's cousin came down from San Francisco. Yeah.. Dinner for 12pax cost about $425.77 with the $50 discount. Damn ex. But nothing can be compared to the unforgetable dinner with mummy and her friends at Long Beach Seafood at Dempsey Rd. It was $1000 for like freaking 7 people. But the food was SUPERB! Anws, got home from Jumbo and slept at 12am.

SUNDAY <3 It's the most boring day of my life. Every Sunday. Went to meet Kent and Tiara at PS. First time I'm early. Walked to Daiso and bought a file and highlighters. Pretty cool ones. Waited for Baby to bet his soccer and collect his phone then had dinner. My dinner was horrible. I ate halfway and decided to buy what Tiara ate. Haha.. Still not shiok enough. After Tiara left, B and I went to watch LIV vs N'CASTLE. LIV won 3-0! Thats what B bought so I'm happy coz I get a share! Haha.. I think I give him luck.. Seriously. B knows why.. Haha. Am home early and waiting for B to come home after he meets his friends. Hopefully soon. Gonna catch a horror movie with him. Horror again...

PS. You know I'll always be there for you. You are my No. 3 after my family and Kent. If you need someone to talk to, I'll always be there. Anytime. And I love you too.

Wednesday

2009-04-29T09:43:00.000-07:00

No comments bout some stuff and shouldn't take it to heart. Shit happens. This week sucks. Thank God Tiara called me to meet tomorrow. I missed her sooooo much. So much things to tell her and I just need to loosen up. I love Tiara and Kent.

Whole week of last till today

2009-04-28T13:21:00.000-07:00

Last week was a pretty hectic and wonderful week after I got everything one. Did my oral assessment for Legal Requirements on Thursday and passed~ Then Friday went to mum's office to help her with some stuff and then took a straight bus to meet baby at City Hall for his tattoo session. Actually decided to watch a movie together and then go back to rest early coz we did't sleep the whole night, but Marcus called. Supposed to meet Kent but thought he wasn't going to anymore coz he didn't pick up at first. We got to Bugis and then Marcus called. Haha.. So no choice lor, went to Cine. Really had such a great time talking about those good old times. Haha. So nice to meet up esp after so long! Had dinner, and the food was horrible. Then afterwhich, waited to Tee and Fern to come to town to watch Friday the 13th. Pretty solid show and I got quite a number of 'shocks'... Haha.
Saurday was spent with Kent alone. We hung around town and got home very early. It was nice though to hang around with just the two of us. =) Got home round 11pm. Haha.. And that was before we met a crazy auntie... Really mad. We sneaked out of the building and walked to the bus stop. I bet she was standing at the entrance waiting.
So far this week's been tiring but fab! Passed my marketing AMAZINGLY. Really really weird coz I don't know how I can pass when I don't even know how to answer some of her questions. This week's new module is sth similar to marketing, but I have to draft some gantt charts, programme schedule, brochure... blah blah~ Pretty draining but I'm so happy I have such a lovely and wonderful group of gfs in school who will always clear my doubts. =)

And saw Meng Chan for awhile yesterday with baby. Haha.. It was nice seeing him and I really can't remember if I blocked him on msn. Hehehehehe! It was like 3 yrs ago now? I can tell that he changed a lot but one thing for sure, he is still as generous as ever. =)

For Tuesday

2009-04-22T14:37:00.000-07:00

We were at this nice fountain inside Suntec and had to just take some pictures la... Took a few but this is my best one! Love the look in his eyes. Though he has many flaws and minimal good points I still love him. (Oops!) Thanks <3 for going thru shit and also wonderful times with me. Thank you for not complaining about some trouble and inconvenience I cause you. One thing for sure, I know I've got your back always, and you know you've always got mine. You are one sibei steady SOAB!!

Wednesday

2009-04-22T14:32:00.001-07:00

Went for my 20mins oral examination in school today. Faired pretty well and managed to finish it within 15 mins. Was initially afraid of getting to many mistakes so the trainer didn't have enough time to assess me then I'll have to come back again. So glad that all was over so fast and I managed to pass. She was like "good, at least you're not the blur type and didn't cause any problems in class". Although I knew I had the blur face when she was asking some questions in class. Haha.. She's pretty nice and a fair person. I love fair teachers. But her comments can be abit crude.. Got home to play some Sims and slept all the way till 5pm. Copied some movies to my HD and was watching a movie and relaxing with Kent. Some crap happened and we went to meet Tee at CGH. Everything was fine and I was really happy to be there for Fern and them. They are my good friends though I may not always be at the place they hang out. Haha. Finally back at home at 5am. Hopefully I'll have a good night's rest and spend more time with CHEW. <3

Sunday

2009-04-19T03:10:00.000-07:00

When I'm with you, eternity is a step away
my love continues to grow, with each passing day.
This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul
how much I love you...you'll never really know.
You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before
with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more.
Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part,
know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart.
So these seven words,I pray you hold true,
"Forever And Always,I Will Love You."

Weekend was spent cozying at home and with friends. Watched Taken with Tee and Fern. Watch Sniper at home after watching Arsenal lose to Chelsea.. Probably gonna watch 17 Again and Harper's later. Haha.. Crazy baby wanna do that.. Can't wait for dinner. Aunt Shauna cooked! : )

Saturday

2009-04-10T22:21:00.001-07:00

I've had the worst and best dream of my life. It's the best coz I'd want it to happen, it should have. It's worst coz I had to get up and face the reality of this world. My dream was gone, just after a few hours where everything was so real, so happy.. It's hard to describe and hard to understand. Looking forward for a good time out tonight to kill my pain.

Good Friday

2009-04-09T18:23:00.001-07:00

Am awake at baby's place. Slept very early last night. Cramps and all. Luckily baby only disturbed me for awhile. Lol. Gonna accompany him to his tattoo appointment later. Don't have any plans after that yet. Gotta wait for him to get up. I love my baby!

Thursday

2009-04-08T11:30:00.001-07:00

Went to school today. Really having trouble with marketing. I just don't get the questions and the traniner asks us to elaborate in our own terms. Isn't it like "define in your own words"? It's a waste of time and we are just writing and copying from the Learner's Guide all the same points, and changing the explaination of the words. WTH... Was a tiring day. Took a nap and slept through till 2am. I'm sorry Jess. Am going to school later. Lol. I am rooting for Liverpool tonight! Liverpool VS Chelsea. I hope it's Away-Home overall. Please!! Woohoo. The thrill is back. I loveeeeeeee it! Chelsea, please score and lead the first half. Liv, please beat them at the end. = )

Sunday

2009-04-05T06:39:00.000-07:00

The ever-so boring Sunday is here again. Missed church as usual. When we woke up, Kent's mum, Kent and I went to TP to get my belated bday present. She and uncle shared money. Lol. Went to Taka Jewellery and bought a chain and pendant. Didn't want initially but aunt said she wants to get something I'll remember. So paiseh. = P Afterwhich Kent and I went to City Hall as he want to do up his AC Milan jersey. I don't know why he'd put Beckham. I though Beckham isn't going there. Lol.. Kent bought some stuff for us. Shorts for him, and a small bag for me. =) Thanks hun! Tmr's our 5yrs 1 month aka 121 months. Hahahahahahaha!!

The Necklace

The box. Duh!

The Jersey!!

Friday

2009-04-04T05:24:00.000-07:00

Went to watch Fast & Furious 4 at 1.50am. Then went to play dota at Cyberdome with Derek, James, Smurf, Rayner, Theodore, Tee, Fern and Kent. Played until abit pissed off but also there was some hilarious times. Hahahaha.. Played till 6.30am man... I lasted more than 24hrs. I was surprisingly still awake. Lasted thru school (9am-6pm) then walking around town... dinner, movie and gaming. Soooooo long. Initially was abit tired after school man. Wanted to go home straight and sleep. Lol. Might be going to Zirca tonight. Depends on who's going and if we're gonna follow the plans. : )

Wednesday

2009-04-01T11:05:00.000-07:00

Today, was kinda fed up in class due to some arrangements planned by only a minimal few. They didn't even ask the majority of the class and acted on their own accord. Other than that, though it was a VERY TIRING day for me (I didn't slp for 15hrs before school and by 6pm when class ended, I haven't slept for more than 24hours). I couldn't sleep at all coz of the irregular timing I went back to during the holidays. I had lunch with Jayne, Bel and Lina at the cafeteria on the first floor of where our class was held. It was funny, hot and by the time it was time to go back to class after lunch, we were sleepy again. Class finally ended and I got home. Spoke to grandma on the phone for an hour plus. Can't believe it. And then little did I know, I fell asleep on the chair for 4hrs till now. Though it was hot downstairs, I was just too tired to move. But no choice, woke up for dinner after some disturbance from Jess and ate sushi and prepared to do homework. Luckily she's kind enough to help me though it really does bring her patience to the test. I really don't understand how she can be a tutor. ) : Anyway, been reading about Edward & Bella for these few weeks and I'm at book 4, Breaking Dawn. I'm glad to hear there's actually a book 5, Midnight Sun and it's all about Edward. I'm not obsessed with a fake person. But I just love the way the author decribes the vampire. It's breath-taking. Hehe... Well, am gonna continue to read my book and go to bed soon. It's 2.15am already.

My Sunday

2009-03-29T07:18:00.001-07:00

Supposed to wake up for church with Kent but couldn't make it. I slept at 7am and was just too tired. Sigh.. Every week's the same. Lol. Hopefully next week can really keep up to it. Went to eat Butter Durian with Kent! It's super yummy. Damn worth it. $20 and I was really indulging. Haha. One day shall bring my girlfriends along to eat it after eating Bak Kut Teh. : ) Shall slowly plan that. Got my schedule for school and I've got 3 consecutive weeks of Mondays and Tuesdays off. Nice to get 2 days off but then my classes for Wednesdays to Fridays are from 9am-6pm. The hours are too LONG.

Saturday

2009-03-28T09:21:00.000-07:00

It's SATURDAY and I'm 'HOME' (at Kent's). Nothing to do.. No plans and it's sooooo boring. Am just dota-ing and listening to music. Kent went out for abit and I can't wait to eat my Mcspicy Meal. I'm fcuking hungry right now.. I'm dying at home. His mum is gonna pick him and 'da pao' for me. =) As of now, I shall dota and wait.

Thursday&Friday

2009-03-27T14:38:00.000-07:00

Went to catch 12 Rounds with Kent on Thursday. It's nice and exciting. And there was shitload of money flying around. There isn't any movies that's interesting to watch on Friday. Thought of watching Karma-Sutra Nights but it's English/Tamil so Kent decided not to. We've watched so many movies this week. Unborn, Paul Blart Mall Cop, 12 Rounds and old school Into The Blue. Haha.. We ended up hanging around Cine and went to play dota. Wah.. Lost all 3 games. Played 1 with Theodore. Haha. Nothing much to do... Now's Saturday morning and I'm not gonna sleep till I win. =)

Wednesday

2009-03-25T09:28:00.001-07:00

Went to meet Kent first at Penisula after he booked his tattoo appointment. It's on 10th April. That shall be the day he gets paid and broke. Haha.. Then Girlfriend Brenda came down to meet us to purchase the jersey for me!! It's soooooooo nice. I love it. I got the Spain jersey with Torres's name printed. Awesome. Owe her a huge one for her bday. But it isn't so bad, coz I've got 4 more months to save. Haha.. Met Charlotte after getting the jersey. Ate at The Food Place at Raffles City and walked around. Then we went to get a drink at Canele I think, and they bought a very fancy looking ice cream. Lol. Then, thats when all the laughter and chit chat happened.
Wanna open a blog shop but shall ask Sis for her assistance and for her to search for stocks. Time to make money man.. Allowance itself is already hard for survivor.

The Jersey!!

Tuesday

2009-03-24T10:21:00.001-07:00

Left Kent's at 9+ and Jess picked me up at Kembangan. Missed Gelare today as it was too crowded. Went to Killiney to have Mee Siam instead. Can't wait for tomorrow to go to Penisula. Am gonna check out some jerseys and book Kent's tattoo appointment. I shall see him endure the pain. I've decided not to put anymore tattoos. Sigh.. Really regret the small one on my leg. But it's too late... Am gonna dota with Sam and Kent right now. Bye.

Happy 21st

2009-03-19T04:06:00.000-07:00

Today's the 19th of March. I'm feeling old already. After studying this year, it's time to work and for the burden to be laid upon. Hmm.. It's a fact la. Lol. Went to Novena's Fish&Co to have dinner for my bday. Daddy, Jessica, Grandma, Tiara, Charlotte and Kent were there. My dad said this yr is the key to freedom, but I've got my key since I was 16. What the hell... And Tiara couldn't stop saying "fuck". Haha.. Must be the 3days 2nights with Kent and I at Batam. So influenced. I think Kent and I are the most vulgar people.

Well.. I'm so happy my bday is over.

Batam

2009-03-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

Batam came and gone so fast. Last day was abit shitty but other than that it was great. The room was so comfy and cozy. I love e couch best. Swimming and playing the slide with my gfs was awesome. Haha..

Tiara and Joanna before boarding

Star Virgo was HUGE

Kent and Joanna

Tiara and I on the ferry

Tiara and Joanna's heaven

The Ciggies

The 'Boys' room

Toilet!

Tiara, Joanna and Charlotte

Char's candid. Hehe.

Tiara, Me and Kent

My Bday cake. So sweet!!

3 gfs together. =)

Having a good laugh

My opening e presents

Charlotte's Candid

Kent

Tiara & I on the balcony

Tiara

Yummy-licious Seafood + Irritating mosquito bites

Pool area by night

Pool Area

Tiara with a 'mole'

Random

2009-03-11T08:16:00.000-07:00

I feel as I grow older day by day, I seem to forget lots of things. Lol. So I've decided to write a list of the things I remember sharing with Kent when we first started. Hahahaha...

Waiting for him to come out school coz he was smoking in the school toilet.
Kent always runs out of school when I finish my exams to go home.
I think the first kiss was on the cheek at Parkway. LOL. And we held hands under the table to hide from Herman at the Burger King. Then he ran off coz his mum picked him up.
Playing pool/billard like EVERYDAY. At Balestier, Cine & Parkway.
Going Canoe-ing.
Giving and receiving letters on "Special" days. (There's a card Kent drew with 2 of us sitting down under e moon and stars, but the people look like bears. He coloured the whole background with black crayon. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!
2nd month, I got a chocolate cake from him that says "Happy 2 months". Hehe. Ate at upstairs the Esplanade and we had to rush coz it was closing.
Paid about $50+ to take those couple shots. We look DAMN ugly.
Sneaking into cinemas.
Making Kent sing the "Joanna" song. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Haha.. These are a few. I really can't remember somemore. It's memorable la.. But I can't think of it right now. This is for me to remember and laugh.

Waking up, I see that everything is ok. The first time in my life and now it's so great! Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed. I think about the little things that make life great. I wouldn't change a thing about it. This is the best feeling.

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay. This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now. And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by...

In the confusion and the aftermath, you are my signal fire. The only resolution and the only joy, is the faint spark of forgiveness in your eyes.

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming. It's the happiness inside that you're feeling. It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry.

I ❤ You, Kent Chew

Monday & Tuesday Blues? Or JUST me?

2009-03-10T11:50:00.000-07:00

Monday (Yesterday).. Saw the appointment date for dental wrongly. Went all the way down to Tampines for NOTHING. Then, took the train back up to Simei to visit my grandma. Glad she's all fine and eating. Doctor can't seem to diagnose any problems. There should be what... If not why always faint??!?!?!?! Freaking DUMB. Today, went for my dental and took out my stiches. Doc said that I can eat normally but I have to go back next Monday to check again because it hasn't fully healed. Feels abit numb. Feels as though he plucked not only one tooth. Will be having dinner with Kent at my grandma's (Father's side) place tomorrow for my bday. Haha. And Thursday steamboat with mum's side. So happy. I can't wait for the steamboat. Loveeeeee. It's 3am and I'm waiting for Real Madrid VS Liverpool. Hope Liverpool win PLS PLS PLS. I'm staying up to accompany Kent and cheer also. Lol. Better win coz I'm missing my sleep.

2009-03-04T17:45:00.000-08:00

Take this all away
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong with me
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
I'm my own worst enemy

2009-03-04T17:43:00.000-08:00

Yeah you don’t understand
How it feels to love a girl someday
You wish you were a better man
You don’t listen to her
You don’t care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
Cause you’ve taken her for granted
And everything you have got destroyed
But you’re just a boy

T.T

2009-03-02T07:47:00.000-08:00

Char and Tiara accompanied me for my extraction today. Tiara woke me up man. She called my sis and I so many times, but we were sleeping till the sun was baking our asses. Luckily my sis picked up the phone. If not, I dunno how long Tiara will be standing under the hot sun. The extraction wasn't painful during the procedure due to the numb cream and injection. The numb lasted for about 2 hours then it wore off. The pain started to kick it and I can die man.. I don't even dare to eat. Luckily babe bought me potato salad. And I ate really slowly. Too pain and also I'm afraid I will injure my wound. My bill came up to $716 man.. Lucky daddy could use his Medisave. If not, he will chop me. Haha.. My tooth hurts and my face is a little swollen. When I touch, it's like "blue-black". Can you imagine, I plucked one tooth and I am in so much pain. Char, plucked 8 at one go... My gosh. I mean, she was asleep while they did it, but the pain is definitely more than mine. I think she's really brave and I doubt I can do so. Haha.. Freaking uncomfortable man.

Tomorrow..

2009-03-01T07:01:00.000-08:00

Tomorrow's my dental. Haha.. This time, better go and get it done. I guess I can tahan e pain as Tiara and her mum says it's not pain. Very logical also their points. Hmm.. Am at home now waiting for my sis and dad to come back. Gonna ask for money when the time is right. For the ferry tics!! Important man. Checked it out and it's about $41 in total. $34 for 2 ways and $7 for dunno what reason when we get there. So EXCITED!! This Kent better call cmpb to enquire if he can go or not. Whether he can or not, I'm still going! SPA is waiting for me. Lol. That shall be all for today and wish my luck for tomorrow's dental.

My thought for today

2009-02-27T05:35:00.000-08:00

Today I got 'competent' for all my tests. I'm glad I didn't fail. Last minute revision does help after all. Shall concentrate better in class for next modules. Met Tiara at school today as she has to do her payment. Talked and talked and waited and waited. So nice la.. Tiara, Char and I are going to buy our ferry tickets on monday then have lunch and go for my dental appointment. They really didn't have to. But they are really nice. Love them.. Love my girlfriends. =)

Yippee!! My 5th yr with Kent is coming up next week!! Excited la.. Wonder what he will do.. *hint* We really go wayyyyyy back. Check out the pictured below and you will know. Lol. He is like a mix of a girlfriend/boyfriend and best friend to me. More girlfriend I think. I mean he is not feminine, just like talking to a girl. Hahahahahaha.. Hopefully everything goes well and hope he can support me next time! Better study hard la lazy a*ole. Love Chew.

2008 I guess. Kent, Dre & I

2008 again.

Before he went to Zouk.

2007 Aus's Fremantle Prison

Aus 2007 or 2006 man..

Kent and I at Vivo. No idea when.

Haha.. Kent's cousin and brother during CNY 2006/7

Very OLD school... Sentosa

HAHAHAHAHAHA... Kent did this. So it's ugly.

Exams

2009-02-26T05:12:00.000-08:00

Today is the last day of the MVS module. So fast. I'm happy man... Can at least start a new module and try to listen better. LOL.. Tmr's e written exam for Purchasing and oral for that and MVS. Hopefully I can pass. If not, I'm dead. Tiara came to school today and we met for lunch and had fun talking and she's really too nice! Love her to bits. No matter what, I've got her back and she'll have mine. =) Coincidentally as we were walking to PS thru e underpass, saw AH PHUA!! So coincidental. Thought didn't have time to meet, but managed to talk for like 2 mins? Lol. Aiya... damn sian to study for tomorrow's exam. But no choice. Shall study after e 9pm show and dinner! =) Loveeeeeeeee Chew.

East-Side

2009-02-20T23:21:00.000-08:00

Living at east-side has both it's ups and down. Downs are that I have to take a longer time to travel to town, and that it's so far from Kent's. But the good part is... I can call my gfs at anytime, and she'll be there (if they are free) coz we are all east-siders. If only Charlotte could join us. But anyways it was too last minute la, whatmore you've got work and school. Sorry sister. Anyways, after meeting up on Thurs at my place with Tiara and Brenda.. Yesterday, Tiara and my sister followed me to the dentist. I was about 10 mins late la.. Then the receptionist was like "it's too late. Coz doc has an appointment later. Can we reschedule". So... I didn't go for dental. I ended up at Tampines Mall with them. Then, Brenda called and so we all met up at Tampines as she ended work already. We had a great dinner at Pizza Hut and so much fun and laughter. Anonymous said "Should have eaten TURBAN-yaki". Lol.. Hahahahahahahahaha! That was funny man. Yeah. After eating we walked around and when we were leaving, walked past a Pasar Malam. Quite fun la. Got some fun games and we ate "Popsicle". It was 80 cents for 1 and I could've made it at home. It's all for the fun of it. Pictures are with Brenda. I only have a few.. Lol. After that, it was around 10pm and I got home, changed and went to meet Kent. We went to town and caught a movie "He's just NOT that into you". It's not too bad but pretty draggy. The movie is quite long. It was about 2 hrs 15 mins.. Yeah. Thats all for today!

First Week of School

2009-02-19T06:05:00.000-08:00

My Valentine's Day with Kent was pretty simple but we had the nicest dinner at a really chill-out place and the food was sooooooooo mouth-wateringly good. We ate at 'Brotzeit', a German bar and restaurant at Raffles City. I had Gory Fish Fillet and Kent had a massive Pork Knuckle. Haha.. We hung out for awhile together then we went to town to meet Darius, Ravin and Theodore. It was so fun.

And today, Tiara and Brenda came over to my place. Abit of a last minute thing but it was nice coz I was free after a scary afternoon. Brenda has seriously grown sooooo much more matured man. So different from last time. What she says makes so much sense. Thanks Brenda! And Tiara, please realise OUR dream. LOL.

Wow. So fast. It's the first week of school and tomorrow's a Friday, already. Glad this week has passed so fast, but the bad thing is tomorrow is the day for my EXTRACTION. $%^#$%^*#$ I'm damn scared la. I can't even imagine esp after hearing the horrible and good things people say about it. How I wish I don't have to go even. There's something wrong with my mouth at the same time. Fuck... I can't even open my mouth. My tongue hurts for some stupid reason. And the top of my mouth as well. It may be tonsillitis but I'm not sure till I go to the dental clinic tomorrow. So happy that Tiara will be following me. But seriously... I'm more scared. PRAY FOR ME.

I'm so restless.

2009-02-11T07:49:00.000-08:00

Was supposed to go for my dental appointment at Lee&Lee (Tampines) this morning, but was too tired so I postponed my appoinment to tomorrow, same time. I'll just not sleep tonight. I have promised Kent to watch soccer. Lol.. England VS Spain. Pretty interesting. Am at home while he's out AGAIN. Thank God I didn't have to follow him today. Haha.. Still waiting for my Macs to be delivered when he gets back. So lazy today. Woke up at 7pm. So late... Kent went to see the doctors and all, and when he got back, I'm still sleeping. Lol.. Feel like a real pig. But I can't help it. I just love to "nua". So happy. Received Dre's letter again today. He is Tee, Kent and my beloved. Lol.. W/o him, life is so boring and we miss him so much.

Fat Hope

2009-02-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

Been a long time since I blogged. Been busy with some course in school and on holiday. So happy to be back home for CNY. There's so much goodies to eat. Esp pineapple tarts. My sis made some and it's nice and tasty.. But too little. I went to SFO and Seoul for holiday and it was great. Although it would be nicer if there's no budget. Kent went to Seoul a week after I came back. I guess he had fun and would have had more if he wasn't alone. Lol.. Kent is in the army now. So sad for him.. Don't like also have to do. No choice. Guess we'll have to see how things go for him. Hopefully he can take it easy and not be so stressed up. School called and said class will start on the 16th instead of 2nd Feb. So happy to have an extended holiday. How I wish I can go on another short trip. LOL.. FAT HOPE. Hmm..

The First Saturday of 2009

2009-01-03T08:57:00.000-08:00

Today's the 3rd January 2009. My cousin is getting married! Haha.. I'm so happy for him. It's just so nice to see him soooooooooo happily getting married and I can feel their joy. I'm a hopeless romantic. I'm can't help it man... The wedding was abit far though.. It was at Bukit Batok ahh.. Thank God dad let us use the car. I couldn't and didn't sleep a wink the night itself. I went to shower at 6.30am man... And we set of to his place first. Where he brought his bride back from her place for the tea ceremony. Haha... Then came back after lunch for a greatly needed nap. Then rushed to get ready for the dinner at 5pm... I am dead-beat man.. I only slept like 3 hours. Damn dead tired... Took a bus back from Bukit Batok to Toa Payoh (157) . Lucky the last bus was at 12.20am and also somewhere near his place or mine. If not... the cab will be damn expensive. I really enjoyed the ride back to TP. It's been a long time since Kent and I set on a long bus ride. I felt really warm as I rested my head on his shoulder. I'm so crazily insane and so freaking fascinated at the way he does things. I just loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee him. And I'm thankful we are still very happy together even though it's 5yrs since. I feel so happy and contented to just see his face as he sleeps, before he opens his eyes to irritate me.. We might sometimes forget how much we love each other... But there will be a time, where it will all come back to you.

New Yrs Eve... Already?!

2008-12-29T02:24:00.000-08:00

Oh my goodness.. Christmas just passed and tomorrow's New Year's Eve! Wonder what I'll be doing to welcome the year 2009. I really hope my year will be much much better than this year. Hope I'll get a school and pass my exams. Get more money, strike 4D. Blah blah blah... And of course bless my family. Life's been pretty boring this days, pretty dull. I think I need to go for a haircut. If not it'll look unkempt for my cousin's wedding. Kent will be going with me. Lol. It's at Bukit Batok man... So far away. Wonder how he'll be going coz my sister will be driving my grandparents, mummy and me to Jurong in the morning to witness the tea ceremony blah blah blah... So I guess I'll have to see what he says.

Merry Christmas

2008-12-25T01:02:00.000-08:00

I believe last night was the worst Christmas ever. Never ever expect anything. Disappointed till the extreme. Upset.. But this is what I go thru not only this once. Even you can't stop the pain.

One more day to Christmas Day

2008-12-23T01:28:00.000-08:00

After buying all the presents, wrapping and receiving, I'm quite excited for Christmas. Out of all the festivals, I love Christmas and Chinese New Yr the best. During CNY can go to friends place to eat steamboat, play cards and MJ!! And Christmas is where all the nice turkey, ham and meatloaf. Haha.. Lame la. Anyways, I am at the East-Side, going to town to watch YES MAN later. I think it'll be hilarious coz Jim Carrey is starring in it. Yup. Kent said he's going to buy my present first then meet up. I really really wonder what kind of gift he will buy for me, and what kind of taste he has. Haha... And I can't wait for him to go into Army coz he promised to get me something. Haha...

With Christmas and CNY just a month away from each other, I think I will really grow fat with all the goodies. Getting rounder and rounder... Peace.

Christmas is coming!

2008-12-21T00:38:00.000-08:00

Kent's mum and I accompanied Kent for his Christmas shopping yesterday. Before we started, we had a great satisfying lunch at Carls Jr. Spent $40++. Then we started walking around Far-East. He only bought a jacket, a pair of shoes and a long sleeve shirt and total was almost $300. But the jacket is so nice. And being vain Kent, he cut off the tag after paying and walked out of the shop wearing the jacket. Haha.. What the hell? First time see. Then after that, we went to borders and I got the book I wanted. Orchard was super packed. My God... Fucking aunties pushing, people pushing. Freaking Human-Jam. Took 20 mins from Borders to Wisma. There, I got something for my sister. Abit budget but still, it's the thought that counts. Whatmore, I'm broke ah.

Tonight Liverpool match! Hope they win the Gunners. Haha... Please... I think I shall wear my jersey out later. Woohoo!!

Getting the feel of Christmas

2008-12-19T13:26:00.000-08:00

I had a steamboat with my 3 wonderful girlfriends, Charlotte, Tiara and Brenda at my place. A little chaotic and retarded, cause my house had nothing right for steamboat. Had to get everything from scratch. Haha... But had real fun getting all the groceries. What really pissed me off was my maid's attitude. She's freaking lazy and has no initiative AT ALL. Seriously. She was freaking sms-ing the whole evening. Had an exchange of presents which was exciting! Loved all my presents and hope they loved mine... =) Hope we can have more of these gathering even though we might be busy with our lifes be it at work or at school. Next, shall be reunion dinner in Jan! Left my place at around 11.30pm and we went to town. Wanted to play Left 4 Dead... But it's so popular that we had to wait for sooo long. We went from Meridien to Parklane and since the waiting list was so long, we decided to go to Cine and we still had to wait for another 50 mins. Well... it was so shiok until I was too tired I nearly fell asleep on the computer. Lol.. Played for an hour then I couldn't tahan. The game is fun, but I was super sleepy. T.T Next time then.

What's wrong with people

2008-12-16T09:39:00.000-08:00

I woke up early, around 3.30pm today. My sister passed her driver's license! Feel like a loser already.. Means I shall faster buck up. She missed called me for about 40 times when I finally woke up. She drove to Kent's and my dad, sis, Kent and I had lunch at Loy kee. Haha.. So shiok. Jess drove dad and I to go shopping! Bought a MNG top and jeans. Thats about it la.. Then we went to siglap to have Gelare. Met Brenda and Tiara there. Abit awkward coz my dad was there.. Well, I'm going to hit the gym with Tiara tomorrow. Haha.. Gotta wake up super early. Let's see if we really REALLY work out. =)

I'm home!

2008-12-14T11:20:00.000-08:00

Oh my.. I haven't been home for ages (probably a month). Haven't seen grandma, grandpa and I feel pretty bad about it coz they are so old. Anws, went over to her place around 9.30pm. Pretty late already. Then daddy drove us all back home. I'm watching S&TC now. Finishing season 3 soon. Daddy's flying to LAX on Wednesday. Maybe I shall stay home till then. LOL. And how I wish I can just board a plane and go overseas. Lol. IMAGINE. I'm so hungry right now, but I'm too lazy to go grab a sandwich or cookies. I'M FAMISHED. But I don't want to grow fat. I'm really REALLY interested in the "water-diet". Shall start trying next week, and see how long I can last. Haha...

It's Friday

2008-12-12T14:38:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was a super tiring day for me. I didn't sleep the whole night, and went to send Kent's brother to camp. It was his enlistment day! Haha. Yeah. It's at Sungei Gedong, very ULU. It's at Lim Chu Kang where all the Chinese, Muslim and Christian Cemetery are at. We took about an hour's drive to find the camp. We somehow ended up at Jurong Port, Jalan Bahar, blah blah. First time getting lost till the extreme. Haha.. Had to ask taxi drivers for direction. Stopped about 4 of them. No joke. I had lunch, and slept at 2pm.

Supposed to meet Charlotte earlier, but I fell asleep till 9pm. Still damn shag. Went to town and Char, Jerald, Kent and I played LEFT 4 DEAD. It's a DAMN fun game. We ended up playing for 2 hours and I actually didn't want to leave. I just love shooting all the zombies. But out teamwork abit 'weird', haha... Keep having to revive each other. It's super duper fun. Lol. It's 7am, and I'm gonna try to sleep coz I'm not feeling very well. Hopefully I'll feel better when I get up and head out.

It's Wednesday!

2008-12-10T12:48:00.000-08:00

I'm going to fall asleep any moment but decided to write an entry before I sleep. It was an aimless day that was wasted. Had no plans, had no mood. Time is just flying past but I'm just too lazy, too ignorant, too sick of thinking of what to do.

I need to getaway. I need to escape from this sickening world. If I had a choice, I wouldn't want to be on earth. Either that, or maybe a wish to stay young and naive when we were kids. It's not as though I'm retarded and only thinking of running away from the reality of life. But if you think of it in another way, everyone's practically like robots. It's a sickening routine that everyone and anyone has to go through. I guess I shall crack my mind and think of the quickest and smartest way to earn money. Haha..

It's a Tuesday

2008-12-09T11:06:00.000-08:00

Woke up around 6pm. Kent kept waking me up. Am amazingly out of the house by 7pm. Went to City Hall to get somethings done and headed to town to play dota! Played 3 games and I "happened" to lose all 3 man. Damn... I really tried my best. Haha.

Anyways, am back at Kent's and am watching Liverpool & PSV which happens to be half-time so that explains why I have the time to blog. Will be going home tomorrow to see my daddy! Hope he brings me Christmas shopping and stop nagging instead. Peace!

All about me

2008-12-08T18:37:00.000-08:00

After several accounts, I've decided to really settle on this blog so I can tell the story of my everyday. Many thoughts are going through my head. I have this feeling of depression, blah blah blah. I have no idea what I want or what I want to do. I'm in a state where everything is stagnent but I haven't gotten any boost or whatsoever. If only I can sleep and just wake up into a world where nothing matters. And just lie there forever...